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i am (a year in demos)

by Mother The Band

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1.
what would I say if I could say anything I wanted? I can't even imagine spent my whole life honestly scared of having an opinion that was different than the scripture. standing at the mic, reading from the bible cause I couldn't say it plain and I'm waking up from a long, cold winter and it's gonna take some time to adjust my eyes to the sunlight ah, ah, it'll be alright what would I do if I could do anything I wanted? well that'll never happen if I keep thinking when I'm wanting something just for me, that makes that thing and me bad. (cause anything you want is almost always wrong when your heart is worst of all) and I'm waking up from a long, cold winter and it's gonna take some time to adjust my eyes to the sunlight ah, ah, it'll be alright it's ok not to know nobody knows you learn as you go you learn as you go you learn as you go you learn as you go ah, ah ah, ah ah, ah it'll be alright
2.
wholly 03:28
sometimes I get scared of being myself, cause I spent so long trying to be someone else what are they thinking? take care of their feelings! when it hits me in spells, I just say to myself that you belong to the ground under your feet you belong, like the roots do to the tree you belong to nothing and everything you belong to yourself, wholly concede with a smile don't let them suspect me I'm only worthwhile if I let it feel easy and mask all my feelings (even from me and) it still hits me in spells, but I say to myself that you belong to the ground under your feet and you belong, like the roots do to the tree and you belong to nothing and everything you belong to yourself, wholly say to yourself, stay with me just as I am, stay with me I know you haven't been safe, but you're safe with me no need to pretend, cause it's safe to be cause you belong to the ground under your feet and you belong, like the roots do to the tree and you belong to nothing and everything you belong to yourself, wholly
3.
now i see 03:47
think I've been afraid to love afraid I'd never have enough or get what I needed so then I didn't living like the love runs out distracted by my fears about what I could lose and then not seeing me choose it but now I see it's infinite and free and the more you give, the more your life is filled and you will never be alone as you believe felt like love was needing more a burden to be left or born but it's the whole reason the good part of living and it'll never keep you down use you, toss your heart around but tenderly see you witness, support you and now I see it's infinite and free and the more you give, the more your life is filled and you will never be alone as you believe oh, oh, oh, ooh you will never be alone as you believe
4.
free flowing 03:34
looking at the past (to make sure I've mastered it) choose gratitude like an equation to solve really feeling happy, but sometimes I'm sad and the blues they confuse me like I haven't moved on and then I pause and my heartbeat tells me don't fight it don't force it don't you know you only gotta breathe toward it, and don't try to control it good energy can only be free flowing looking toward the future and feeling insecure when I'm not feeling like the witchy super-savior of earth and I'm good intentioned but I still cause hurt and I don't know if I will ever balance light with the dark then I pause and my heartbeat tells me don't fight it don't force it don't you know you only gotta breathe toward it, and don't try to control it good energy can only be free flowing don't fight it don't force it don't fight it don't force it don't fight it don't fight it don't force it there is freedom in the flow there is freedom in the "no" there is freedom in the growing and going there is freedom in the flow there is freedom in the "no" there is freedom in the growing and going don't fight it don't force it don't you know you only gotta breathe toward it, and don't try to control it good energy can only be free flowing
5.
caught in an endless loop of discovery and growing that's really started showing me my tendency for introspection and near-constant dissection means life could pass me by I wanna live while I'm alive I wanna spread out my arms and breathe the night sky I wanna take my limited time and live while I'm alive, live while I'm alive I've been running this direction, prioritized affection between the world and me and though I might be idiosyncratic the connection's automatic with people who can say I wanna live while I'm alive I wanna spread out my arms and breathe the night sky I wanna take my limited time and live while I'm alive, live while I'm alive ah, ah ah, ah ah, ah ah, ah

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released November 8, 2021

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